From the recording see in the dark
ISRC UK9L52400008
Lyrics written by Molly Brassfield and Erin Brassfield
Music written by Erin Brassfield
Produced by Mark Winterburn
Recorded by Mark Winterburn and Erin Brassfield at Christ Church, Macclesfield, UK and at Erin’s home, Macclesfield, UK except where noted below.
Mixed by Mark Winterburn at Mark’s home, Macclesfield, UK & Spirit Studios, Manchester, UK
Mastered by Tully MacKay-Tisbert at Coyote Song Audio, Fullerton, CA, USA
Vocals, Acoustic/electric guitars, keyboard, bass - Erin Brassfield
Cello recorded by Lili Holland-Fricke in Manchester, UK
Pedal Steel Guitar recorded by Robbie Roberts in Bollington, UK
Pads/synths - Mark Winterburn
Lyrics
This gnawing feeling in my heart has gotten me so weak.
So torn apart and broken; feels like I can barely speak.
Emotions trapped deep within are rising to the shore.
The anger’s rushing through my blood and I can’t take it anymore.
Fighting off this feeling but it’s coming on too strong.
Endlessly I’m searching for a place where I belong.
Every movement, every sound just makes me want to snap.
I try so badly to escape, but then I run right back.
What is it about you that makes me stay and wait?
For no one else I’d sacrifice everything you take.
This throbbing, pounding in my mind has gotten me so weak.
The source of my sick need, my everything; the solace that I seek.
Floating high on clouds too thin, intentions seemed so pure, so pure.
I wake up falling fast again and I can’t take it anymore.
What is it about you that makes me stay and wait?
For no one else I’d sacrifice everything you take.